Monday, July 30, 2007
3 days without your sight... lolx.. missing u so much... Tml sch have "JUMP".. i wan to get the shirt.. but dunno want to stay anot... i dun feel like staying as it is until late at night... i also dunno la.. lolx.. my motive is the shirt.. not the event! haha.. opps!lolx..
Anyway.. tomorroe have cognitive UT again... haix.. i must go ler la! actually thought of skipping school.. but then i dunno la...
SCIENCE..i hate this subject... omg.. i dunno y.. my knowledge og science is just so little.. i am trying to brush on it.. but i guess.. still no use de la!
Bought a new shoe yesterday... then wore to sch today... THEN got BLISTER! omg... new shoe leh! wa lao.. 60 bucks leh... then wear liaoz.. blister! omg! lolx.. feel like wasting my money again, din't expect it to be until so bad =(
Anyway, i hope that my UT 4 could at least get a little better.. i wan to score abit more for my grade! All because of my stupid cousin... ROSIE!! her name sucks? lolx.. i feel that it sucks.. not because the name... but her character and because this is her name.. i hate her to the core! just because she is in JC... and scored not very badly during her secondary school times.. doesn't mean that she will be able to do everything that well.. had a very bad attitude... Thanks mum.. for slapping her that time when she shouted! haha
I dont understand y people around me nowadays so bad brought up... even one of my cousin whom i played basket ball with yesterday... haiz.. suddenly her attitude change from the last time i see her... she became very proud...
Haix... hope time rewinds!! haha
Signing off:
ViAnViAn~~ BrEaDmAsTeR**
M*SS B*N
Anyway.. tomorroe have cognitive UT again... haix.. i must go ler la! actually thought of skipping school.. but then i dunno la...
SCIENCE..i hate this subject... omg.. i dunno y.. my knowledge og science is just so little.. i am trying to brush on it.. but i guess.. still no use de la!
Bought a new shoe yesterday... then wore to sch today... THEN got BLISTER! omg... new shoe leh! wa lao.. 60 bucks leh... then wear liaoz.. blister! omg! lolx.. feel like wasting my money again, din't expect it to be until so bad =(
Anyway, i hope that my UT 4 could at least get a little better.. i wan to score abit more for my grade! All because of my stupid cousin... ROSIE!! her name sucks? lolx.. i feel that it sucks.. not because the name... but her character and because this is her name.. i hate her to the core! just because she is in JC... and scored not very badly during her secondary school times.. doesn't mean that she will be able to do everything that well.. had a very bad attitude... Thanks mum.. for slapping her that time when she shouted! haha
I dont understand y people around me nowadays so bad brought up... even one of my cousin whom i played basket ball with yesterday... haiz.. suddenly her attitude change from the last time i see her... she became very proud...
Haix... hope time rewinds!! haha
Signing off:
ViAnViAn~~ BrEaDmAsTeR**
M*SS B*N
6:40 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Afew days without blogging... lolx.. miss my blog.. well.. i dunno y my blog keep having some problem.. but then again... i also dunno how.... lolx... must be becoz my laptop lag! haiz... only iweb music can... but the quality not that good de lor... =D nvm... i still thanks briana alot for helping...
Omg.. all my UT2 results just came out... and haiyo... not gd not gd.... !!
And these few days had alot of happenings... omg.. i have a friend in my poly class... sometimes i really don't understand what is she thinking... everything goes with her mood... and i can say that she is so much like one of my class faci... (Ms KU***) haha... but then... ...kekex..
Well... my sister's friends came to our hse today, Lolx.. had a very rush time helping them to rush their compo... lolx.. this has been like ages since i ever wrote chinese and read chinese... lol.. din expect my chinese to fade so badly... haha.. but nvm la... at least i can speak basic chinese...
One of my sister's friend had a bad relationship which i am not very sure of but heard from all of them... well and this gal is one whom i feel that she should be loved and not tortured... therefore, i feel that whoever she loves... would finally realise this...
And.. ofcoz... i am being envyed by afew of them with me and dear... however, i have to say that it is not like this all the time.. relationships do have happy and bad times... even mine too! =D however.... chances are not always there for us to grab... once we have the chance... we have to have a choice... =D i hope my words are understandable....
Briana... Remember... you deserves to be loved =D.. And everyone does... but we must know the right way to... =D if u are reading my blog! i wish you good luck and !all the best...
Just finish watching the story " corner with love " lolx.. although this is already a story long time ago... however, i feel that the felt for the story will never fade... =)
Time flies... many people come together and many people go away... but i feel that no matter how it is... we must feel satisfied with what we have... =D
Love all:
Vian~~ BrEadmAsteR**
DearDear ** Ah BeN ZhAi!
Omg.. all my UT2 results just came out... and haiyo... not gd not gd.... !!
And these few days had alot of happenings... omg.. i have a friend in my poly class... sometimes i really don't understand what is she thinking... everything goes with her mood... and i can say that she is so much like one of my class faci... (Ms KU***) haha... but then... ...kekex..
Well... my sister's friends came to our hse today, Lolx.. had a very rush time helping them to rush their compo... lolx.. this has been like ages since i ever wrote chinese and read chinese... lol.. din expect my chinese to fade so badly... haha.. but nvm la... at least i can speak basic chinese...
One of my sister's friend had a bad relationship which i am not very sure of but heard from all of them... well and this gal is one whom i feel that she should be loved and not tortured... therefore, i feel that whoever she loves... would finally realise this...
And.. ofcoz... i am being envyed by afew of them with me and dear... however, i have to say that it is not like this all the time.. relationships do have happy and bad times... even mine too! =D however.... chances are not always there for us to grab... once we have the chance... we have to have a choice... =D i hope my words are understandable....
Briana... Remember... you deserves to be loved =D.. And everyone does... but we must know the right way to... =D if u are reading my blog! i wish you good luck and !all the best...
Just finish watching the story " corner with love " lolx.. although this is already a story long time ago... however, i feel that the felt for the story will never fade... =)
Time flies... many people come together and many people go away... but i feel that no matter how it is... we must feel satisfied with what we have... =D
Love all:
Vian~~ BrEadmAsteR**
DearDear ** Ah BeN ZhAi!
10:28 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Forget about That girl who pissed me off, i shan't talk about her anymore as she is so strong in spreading and spreading, talking about forgiveness, i knew that my blog would be watched by some facilitator thanks to sandra... thus, i would say i would give you one more chance... i hope that your apology this time would be real and not like the previous ones...
I hope that she will not care about what i wear to school anyway... some times, i feel that she is way too childish so be so sensitive in this kind of things... omg... she should grow up... as for saying about her tooth.. i had apologize and i had already said that i wouldn't have done that if she hadn't did anything like that.
4 more weeks left and i have to control... if not it would affect my grades.
Btw... sandra, Beatrice asked me if i had told you about your short temper and controlling of anger, although i did not say anything on that, i know that she will tell you all this herself...
Anyway... i don't wan to tok about all this kind of lame stuff to spoil my mood. i'll be changing my blog skin soon! haha.. changing to a blog similar to my sister, one of her friend is pro in bloggie and my sister say that she would help me to change my blog skin to a nicer blog... =D thanks ...
O ya... suddenly remember about ms kumar asking me about deepa and that threat... I would like to say that i couldn't remember about this, as it has been quite awhile ago, But i don't see the reason why you want to spread about this kind of things when deepa did not do anything to you... did she touch you? did she even threaten u after that incident?? why must you make yourself look as if you are the pity one?? i only know that you seems to be too lonely and wanting to catch some attention...
Since now we have settled everything... i seriously hope that nothing like such will ever happen again..please... don't do such things to show other people that u exist... because everyone knows that you are... and dont pull my bf down... he did nothing to you...
just like what cher meng say.. i cant treat you like enermy and suddenly treat you like friend... it is impossible... thats y.. i have to say that i wil only move on step by step... just like... i need time...
i shall stop here... phew!... if only everything did not happen...
I hope that she will not care about what i wear to school anyway... some times, i feel that she is way too childish so be so sensitive in this kind of things... omg... she should grow up... as for saying about her tooth.. i had apologize and i had already said that i wouldn't have done that if she hadn't did anything like that.
4 more weeks left and i have to control... if not it would affect my grades.
Btw... sandra, Beatrice asked me if i had told you about your short temper and controlling of anger, although i did not say anything on that, i know that she will tell you all this herself...
Anyway... i don't wan to tok about all this kind of lame stuff to spoil my mood. i'll be changing my blog skin soon! haha.. changing to a blog similar to my sister, one of her friend is pro in bloggie and my sister say that she would help me to change my blog skin to a nicer blog... =D thanks ...
O ya... suddenly remember about ms kumar asking me about deepa and that threat... I would like to say that i couldn't remember about this, as it has been quite awhile ago, But i don't see the reason why you want to spread about this kind of things when deepa did not do anything to you... did she touch you? did she even threaten u after that incident?? why must you make yourself look as if you are the pity one?? i only know that you seems to be too lonely and wanting to catch some attention...
Since now we have settled everything... i seriously hope that nothing like such will ever happen again..please... don't do such things to show other people that u exist... because everyone knows that you are... and dont pull my bf down... he did nothing to you...
just like what cher meng say.. i cant treat you like enermy and suddenly treat you like friend... it is impossible... thats y.. i have to say that i wil only move on step by step... just like... i need time...
i shall stop here... phew!... if only everything did not happen...
2:49 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Hey... of course no excuse! this is not a reason for you to vent your anger! i am not someone who u can just vent your anger as a topic! the more u try to explain for yourself! the more i am mad at you!
Why must you always find excuse to make yourself like a poor little gal? cant you just admit and apologize? i don't understand you... for your own sensitiveness... then i have to be blamed?!
And for your teeth! i know that you are born without it... and i admit that i purposely said that... becoz of what u did.. u make me say unpleasant things... Now u wan to apologize with a stupid reason of being stress?
And listen! its not about aiming who! even if its not me.. YOU shouldn't do this!
every time after what u did.. you always want to prove and show people that you are the ke lian one.. this is unfair.. you u fear not.. don take down your previous post! show evidence of what u did!
Remember! its not about who you aim!
What comes around goes around... you deserves to loose a teeth... look at what u have done and u r not guilty! saying thanks to beatrice for staying wit u? how many times have u hurt her feelings! u never know! i am disappointed in you... forgave u once.. and still... i have nothing to say...
Why must you always find excuse to make yourself like a poor little gal? cant you just admit and apologize? i don't understand you... for your own sensitiveness... then i have to be blamed?!
And for your teeth! i know that you are born without it... and i admit that i purposely said that... becoz of what u did.. u make me say unpleasant things... Now u wan to apologize with a stupid reason of being stress?
And listen! its not about aiming who! even if its not me.. YOU shouldn't do this!
every time after what u did.. you always want to prove and show people that you are the ke lian one.. this is unfair.. you u fear not.. don take down your previous post! show evidence of what u did!
Remember! its not about who you aim!
What comes around goes around... you deserves to loose a teeth... look at what u have done and u r not guilty! saying thanks to beatrice for staying wit u? how many times have u hurt her feelings! u never know! i am disappointed in you... forgave u once.. and still... i have nothing to say...
3:52 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
Well... got some change in mind.. i shall not entertain kids like her... if she wants to act like kid.. not my problem.. haha... but she better don't touch me.. lolx.. before i start doing unpleasant things.
she is trying to hide her evidence to show other people how harsh she wrote her blog. but i had already had alot of witnesses that proves her fault... i really don't understand why she likes to accuse people wit things that we didnt do... and open her mouth at incorrect times... well... no wonder tooth fairy is angry... haha
she should change her attitude before commenting on other people... if not maybe in her next life.. tooth fairy wont even have a chance to visit her... lolx..
Girls should not be too mean like her.. saying a guy in our class full of fats... dont she know that those words hurts? she is just to idiotic...
haix... what comes around... goes around...
she is trying to hide her evidence to show other people how harsh she wrote her blog. but i had already had alot of witnesses that proves her fault... i really don't understand why she likes to accuse people wit things that we didnt do... and open her mouth at incorrect times... well... no wonder tooth fairy is angry... haha
she should change her attitude before commenting on other people... if not maybe in her next life.. tooth fairy wont even have a chance to visit her... lolx..
Girls should not be too mean like her.. saying a guy in our class full of fats... dont she know that those words hurts? she is just to idiotic...
haix... what comes around... goes around...
10:42 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
Hiie!! lolx.. afew days back i wasn't free to update!!
But BASICALLY, i just want to say that i am a happy person now!
Lolx.. i watched the movie SAW 3! it was so scary! + disgusting! And the moral of the story was to forgive and to forget and also to treasure your life and what ever you have... lolx... i feel that this is true! lolx.. therefore everyone should practice forgive and forget... lolx..
For all that i have said in my previous post... i am so sorry... i thought i would.. but eventually... time tells... lolx.. 5 minutes of silence... it hurts =) therefore! i will treasure!
Well... i am attached liaox wo... lolx.. i also don't want to say too much about this.
i am curious about some friends about how they get to know my bloggie?? lolx.. feel so wierd..
Hmmm... anyway, i went to watch harry potter with dear yesterday! although it wasnt really very interesting, but the story was still ok.. just that not enough details... i prefer the previous one...
Now in class, my FACI keeps prompting people to ask more and more questions! although i realize that questions helps alot, i don't think that irrelevant questions helps... it will also drag on important time!! lolx.. i shall stop here... had too many RJs to write about!! lolx.. went for too many talks... shall see all my readers again!!
Signing off:
~viAN~viAn~
BrEaDmAsTeR******
But BASICALLY, i just want to say that i am a happy person now!
Lolx.. i watched the movie SAW 3! it was so scary! + disgusting! And the moral of the story was to forgive and to forget and also to treasure your life and what ever you have... lolx... i feel that this is true! lolx.. therefore everyone should practice forgive and forget... lolx..
For all that i have said in my previous post... i am so sorry... i thought i would.. but eventually... time tells... lolx.. 5 minutes of silence... it hurts =) therefore! i will treasure!
Well... i am attached liaox wo... lolx.. i also don't want to say too much about this.
i am curious about some friends about how they get to know my bloggie?? lolx.. feel so wierd..
Hmmm... anyway, i went to watch harry potter with dear yesterday! although it wasnt really very interesting, but the story was still ok.. just that not enough details... i prefer the previous one...
Now in class, my FACI keeps prompting people to ask more and more questions! although i realize that questions helps alot, i don't think that irrelevant questions helps... it will also drag on important time!! lolx.. i shall stop here... had too many RJs to write about!! lolx.. went for too many talks... shall see all my readers again!!
Signing off:
~viAN~viAn~
BrEaDmAsTeR******
10:23 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
if only i could.. i would...
Maybe, Maybe afew years later, i'll be the only one.. =D
You should... i suppose, being able to find one that you really love is very hard, therefore, looking for more available choice would be one of your choice...
Maybe oneday i shall also do something similar... to be able to get $200 bucks, i might be able to.. all is need is to get a number... isn't that simple... No point me getting jealous about all this now.. i can actually experience if one day to try out.. how it feels.. lolx...
Don't let me hear you miss me or you love me... because i know that while doing that.. i am not the only one... i would end all this... i would... i would tidy my feelings well... i just need another month... just nice to be able to celebrate a day that i might not be doing so in future... =D
you told me not to put so much feelings into this. you told me not to put so much hope for it... i will follow as you said... for i'm really tired... tired of holding on to something that you know you won't... you know how i feel...
Whatever hurt you've caused on others, would eventually be returned oneday.. therefore... i don't wish to hurt.. if by staying will hurt.. i shall leave... =D
Signing off:
vIaN ViAn~~
** bReAdmAsTeR** e ** LoNeR...
Maybe, Maybe afew years later, i'll be the only one.. =D
You should... i suppose, being able to find one that you really love is very hard, therefore, looking for more available choice would be one of your choice...
Maybe oneday i shall also do something similar... to be able to get $200 bucks, i might be able to.. all is need is to get a number... isn't that simple... No point me getting jealous about all this now.. i can actually experience if one day to try out.. how it feels.. lolx...
Don't let me hear you miss me or you love me... because i know that while doing that.. i am not the only one... i would end all this... i would... i would tidy my feelings well... i just need another month... just nice to be able to celebrate a day that i might not be doing so in future... =D
you told me not to put so much feelings into this. you told me not to put so much hope for it... i will follow as you said... for i'm really tired... tired of holding on to something that you know you won't... you know how i feel...
Whatever hurt you've caused on others, would eventually be returned oneday.. therefore... i don't wish to hurt.. if by staying will hurt.. i shall leave... =D
Signing off:
vIaN ViAn~~
** bReAdmAsTeR** e ** LoNeR...
8:36 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Stressful day!!
i had a lot to do and prepare in school today... Haiz... my group is down with four people today... worse of the case is that i had to do all the work with only MunTeng helping me and the others slacking all the way... Luckily i have MunTeng with me.. if not... i tink i went home liaoz.. if i have team members like the others which i dun wish to mention...
Got very angry too... haix... Again.. thanks to my "Friends"... i wanted to borrow a jacket ... shivering in class... though that ben bought a jacket, tinking that thank god i could borrow a jacket... in the end.... i really felt disappointing... got my leg cramp!! too cold liaoz.. in the end.. sisi suffered... she lend me her jacket...
Thanks.. thanks.. that i realize friends are always best and closer.. they are people understand more...
Do you tink that i would borrow your jacket for nothing if i am really feeling ok??
so stress up... dun understand whats wrong...
haiz.. dunno la.. i not feeling well ba.. going off le... bb
signing off:
ViAn ViAn~
*bReAdmAsTEr*
*LoNeR*
i had a lot to do and prepare in school today... Haiz... my group is down with four people today... worse of the case is that i had to do all the work with only MunTeng helping me and the others slacking all the way... Luckily i have MunTeng with me.. if not... i tink i went home liaoz.. if i have team members like the others which i dun wish to mention...
Got very angry too... haix... Again.. thanks to my "Friends"... i wanted to borrow a jacket ... shivering in class... though that ben bought a jacket, tinking that thank god i could borrow a jacket... in the end.... i really felt disappointing... got my leg cramp!! too cold liaoz.. in the end.. sisi suffered... she lend me her jacket...
Thanks.. thanks.. that i realize friends are always best and closer.. they are people understand more...
Do you tink that i would borrow your jacket for nothing if i am really feeling ok??
so stress up... dun understand whats wrong...
haiz.. dunno la.. i not feeling well ba.. going off le... bb
signing off:
ViAn ViAn~
*bReAdmAsTEr*
*LoNeR*
4:07 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Because of love … I can’t forbid myself from being hurt …
I love, therefore I’m really hurt. I know myself… I know me best.
Please do not tell me where is my limit… even if I am not suppose to.. pls give me a hundred chance…I want to care…
Promise me, you will not hurt yourself again… for you hurt your hand, you’ll hurt my heart… the wall is hard.. your hand is not… the wall has no feelin it won’t feel the pain… you will.. and my heart will…
I’ve learnt a lot… and I know that it is too much to say… the only thing that I did wrong is not practicing what I have learnt from you… I’m sorry… sometimes, things izn’t so easy… I hope you understand.
As the moon shows… you will appear… As the sun rose… you will appear… As I open my eyes, you will appear, As I close my eyes, you will appear…
Be beside me… for I heard ... you are still telling me you love me…
Hundreds and thousands of anger and hurtful words, they can’t compare with a sentence of sweet and lovely words…
4:46 PM
