Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Sometimes, it is not whose fault... suddenly i felt that the more we talk... the more we communicate i really feel that things are becoming worse... i'm so tired...
If we want to make things happen first, we have to have the same goal...
the thing is, i really cannot feel that...
being committed isn't enough de...
How can i make you understand how i feel ne?
If u understand le, what will happen ne? just understanding only ma?
What changes will you be making?
our thoughts are always different... in 100 things... we have 99 different...
things that i feel that is very important, eventhough u know that but i just dun see certain sacrifice made there...
I realize i have reached a stage that i really do not wish to compromise le...
I feel tat if i do.... it will only lead to too much pain...
I really dun know wat to do... ='(
If we want to make things happen first, we have to have the same goal...
the thing is, i really cannot feel that...
being committed isn't enough de...
How can i make you understand how i feel ne?
If u understand le, what will happen ne? just understanding only ma?
What changes will you be making?
our thoughts are always different... in 100 things... we have 99 different...
things that i feel that is very important, eventhough u know that but i just dun see certain sacrifice made there...
I realize i have reached a stage that i really do not wish to compromise le...
I feel tat if i do.... it will only lead to too much pain...
I really dun know wat to do... ='(
11:10 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Life is so unpredictable... people around us are facing the challenge of disasters...
I ask myself every time... why...
in life, in order to save something... some people have to sacrifice...
Becoz of the word love...
I love therefore i kept quiet,
I love therefore i smiled,
I love therefore i stayed away...
=) as long as i know that's best for you =)
There are alot of things i wan to say but dunno how to phrase it...
i dun wish to hurt anyone...
I wan you to be happy too...
SMILE! =)
I ask myself every time... why...
in life, in order to save something... some people have to sacrifice...
Becoz of the word love...
I love therefore i kept quiet,
I love therefore i smiled,
I love therefore i stayed away...
=) as long as i know that's best for you =)
There are alot of things i wan to say but dunno how to phrase it...
i dun wish to hurt anyone...
I wan you to be happy too...
SMILE! =)
10:26 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2011
=) ^.^ *.* >.< =] =P ^.*
11:29 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Saw something interesting today in my school...
To realize the value of one year,
ask a student who has failed his exam.
To realize the value of one month,
ask a mother who has given birth to a premature.
To realise the value of one week,
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realise the value of oneday,
ask a daily wage labouror who has ten kid to feed.
To realize the value of one hour,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of one minute,
ask a person who has missed the train.
To realize the value of one second,
ask a person who has survived an accident.
To realize the value of one milli-second,
ask a person who has won a silver medal at the olympics.
VAlUE EVerY mOMENT That YoU HaVE
Time is a coin that you can spend only once... =)
6:27 PM
Monday, March 14, 2011
>.< I'm feeling so down these days... just do not know what to do and what i should do...
at every stage of life, there is always something i cannot settle... haix... there are certain things that it is just pressuring me and i do not know why... sometimes, i just feel like leaving this world so that troubles can be freed from me... ... ... *i know i'm just talking rubbish*
Silently i cried, knowing that there is nothing i can do... i'm always trying my best to put things into place... where i feel they should belong... but i just never get things right...
at certain point of time when i feel that i have finally made it, something's bound to be there to destroy my happiness...
There is always Fear in me... Fear of doing the wrong things, making the wrong decision... Fear of not being able to put in my best... but can anyone understands me???
i feel that i have been living throughout my life... looking forward to a brighter future... Everyone have their own dream, and yes i have mine too...and every step of me walking forward i know i am moving towards my dream... but i just felt so demoralize when i hear things like i am not putting in enough effort...
Maybe in life, there should be things we ought to give up some days....... i dunno how to say, and what to say...
* you may say i have a choice... but you always leave me with no choice...
Sometimes, i just wish i was never here... pls bring me away... so somewhere i finally can relax a little and feel happy at least...
at every stage of life, there is always something i cannot settle... haix... there are certain things that it is just pressuring me and i do not know why... sometimes, i just feel like leaving this world so that troubles can be freed from me... ... ... *i know i'm just talking rubbish*
Silently i cried, knowing that there is nothing i can do... i'm always trying my best to put things into place... where i feel they should belong... but i just never get things right...at certain point of time when i feel that i have finally made it, something's bound to be there to destroy my happiness...
There is always Fear in me... Fear of doing the wrong things, making the wrong decision... Fear of not being able to put in my best... but can anyone understands me???
i feel that i have been living throughout my life... looking forward to a brighter future... Everyone have their own dream, and yes i have mine too...and every step of me walking forward i know i am moving towards my dream... but i just felt so demoralize when i hear things like i am not putting in enough effort...
Maybe in life, there should be things we ought to give up some days....... i dunno how to say, and what to say...
* you may say i have a choice... but you always leave me with no choice...
Sometimes, i just wish i was never here... pls bring me away... so somewhere i finally can relax a little and feel happy at least...
10:37 PM
WOA!!! So busy these days... had always wanted to be released! lolx...
Breakfree from my work and school... well... its IMPOSSIBLE! haha...
Went IMM today! bought a new drawer for my CHILDCARE stuffs! you know! Childcare teachers need alot of spaces to put things lolx.. so before i get my house messed up again i better get myself a new space! lolx..
Went to Yew tee.. my aunt's hse to fetch the two little devils! lolx.. no la! they are not... just that children ma... lolx... =) went to fetch them and off we went to shop shop shop...
bought finger food for them to eat well.. i'm always like this... haha.. got scolded from my mummy cuz she say " later wanto eat dinner le la... still buy so many things to eat" lolx.. its nt alot lor!... well... she meant well anyway... but i still bought it anyway! hee hee...
i'm sure my little cousins enjoyed it too!! =)
They are really cute you know... *when they dun fight* lolx
i was thinking i wanna bring them to SENTOSA one day! haix... but have been to tight down to my assignments and work.... FP is coming! DAMN! means... MORE WORK MORE WORK! =(
Well.. previously had some misunderstanding with my aunt... was pretty upset... but hopefully things are getting better... hopefully things are getting back to normal.. cuz hmmm i tink to me i have been treating it like normally lor... forgetting quite fast! lolx..
Anyway, i just got to know how my cousin scored for her exams... hmmm some improvements and some not...
JIA YOU! hopefully she can score better in her next exam! i know she wanted me to give her tuition but i really very very busy these days man!
SEE!
Its been so long since i posted such a long blog! lolx...
*pray hard that tml my assignment that i submit i no need to RE-DO!
Oh ya! haha... i went for the Run and Raisin 2o11! 10 km marathon!
i cant believe it man! i actually ran non stop for 10 KM! omg!!!!!!! haha.. so proud of myself! although timing wasnt very good but well... 1 hour and 10 minutes for 10 km... okok la.. lolx... =P
hmmm that'll be abt all for now =) i'm gonna rest with all my muscle ache now! nitex!!
Breakfree from my work and school... well... its IMPOSSIBLE! haha...
Went IMM today! bought a new drawer for my CHILDCARE stuffs! you know! Childcare teachers need alot of spaces to put things lolx.. so before i get my house messed up again i better get myself a new space! lolx..
Went to Yew tee.. my aunt's hse to fetch the two little devils! lolx.. no la! they are not... just that children ma... lolx... =) went to fetch them and off we went to shop shop shop...
bought finger food for them to eat well.. i'm always like this... haha.. got scolded from my mummy cuz she say " later wanto eat dinner le la... still buy so many things to eat" lolx.. its nt alot lor!... well... she meant well anyway... but i still bought it anyway! hee hee...
i'm sure my little cousins enjoyed it too!! =)
They are really cute you know... *when they dun fight* lolx
i was thinking i wanna bring them to SENTOSA one day! haix... but have been to tight down to my assignments and work.... FP is coming! DAMN! means... MORE WORK MORE WORK! =(
Well.. previously had some misunderstanding with my aunt... was pretty upset... but hopefully things are getting better... hopefully things are getting back to normal.. cuz hmmm i tink to me i have been treating it like normally lor... forgetting quite fast! lolx..
Anyway, i just got to know how my cousin scored for her exams... hmmm some improvements and some not...
JIA YOU! hopefully she can score better in her next exam! i know she wanted me to give her tuition but i really very very busy these days man!
SEE!
Its been so long since i posted such a long blog! lolx...
*pray hard that tml my assignment that i submit i no need to RE-DO!
Oh ya! haha... i went for the Run and Raisin 2o11! 10 km marathon!
i cant believe it man! i actually ran non stop for 10 KM! omg!!!!!!! haha.. so proud of myself! although timing wasnt very good but well... 1 hour and 10 minutes for 10 km... okok la.. lolx... =P
hmmm that'll be abt all for now =) i'm gonna rest with all my muscle ache now! nitex!!
1:02 AM
Monday, March 07, 2011
its been some time since i update my blog...
have been really listless these days...
i dont know where my motivation GO!???
I feel that these days i'm lost!
probably becoz bf is also lost...
hai yo! plus... becoz of these.. i feel stress too!!
becoz i do not know where i wan to go too...
have been really listless these days...
i dont know where my motivation GO!???
I feel that these days i'm lost!
probably becoz bf is also lost...
hai yo! plus... becoz of these.. i feel stress too!!
becoz i do not know where i wan to go too...
11:45 PM
