Thursday, December 29, 2011
I happen to visit a friend's friend's blog... lolx.. it sounds far but well haha... it just happened... although it didnt really linked to me directly but when i read her blog... i teared... like suddenly felt so sad ...
But what she said was pretty true... and i should say we girls are always the stupid ones... and somehow we often let our feelings brings us to where we go and then end up being the stupid girl ... lolx.. i somehow am leading myself to somewhere i really could not see the future anymore...
Someone once told me to just look at what we hav now and treasure what we hav... look at the present and appreciate whats given... then reach out to try n catch the future but dun be too hard on yourself ... cuz if u cant catch it... do let go and move on...
I really like listening to songs that express how i really felt in my heart cuz somehow it seems like another person knows how i feel... "well atleast the one singing it" *sounds stupid again hahaha
Well... i would really wanna treasure what i have now... appreciates the present and try n catch the future if i could... and i promise i wont be too hard on myself...
Smile.. Smile n Just Smile cuz A smile can makes you and the people around you feels happier ^.^
Merry Christmas and a Happy New year!
But what she said was pretty true... and i should say we girls are always the stupid ones... and somehow we often let our feelings brings us to where we go and then end up being the stupid girl ... lolx.. i somehow am leading myself to somewhere i really could not see the future anymore...
Someone once told me to just look at what we hav now and treasure what we hav... look at the present and appreciate whats given... then reach out to try n catch the future but dun be too hard on yourself ... cuz if u cant catch it... do let go and move on...
I really like listening to songs that express how i really felt in my heart cuz somehow it seems like another person knows how i feel... "well atleast the one singing it" *sounds stupid again hahaha
Well... i would really wanna treasure what i have now... appreciates the present and try n catch the future if i could... and i promise i wont be too hard on myself...
Smile.. Smile n Just Smile cuz A smile can makes you and the people around you feels happier ^.^
Merry Christmas and a Happy New year!
8:55 PM
Gosh... I think i am falling in...
DOOOOOm..... lolx.. did you hear the sound of something falling into the pond/river/water?
Hmmm.... there is nth much i can say here actually due to some restrictions... well...
i guess my best friend is my diary now ^.^
DOOOOOm..... lolx.. did you hear the sound of something falling into the pond/river/water?
Hmmm.... there is nth much i can say here actually due to some restrictions... well...
i guess my best friend is my diary now ^.^
8:35 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
I was Just thinking how my life would be in year 2012...
but i tink i love my smile =) so i should smile more! ^.^
but i tink i love my smile =) so i should smile more! ^.^
11:35 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2011
i am sorry, i really am...
But i really cannot take it anymore... i know it is really hurtful for u... but please move on...
i still care for you but it really doesnt includes anymore love...
please drive carefully n be safe...
all i need is just a peaceful peaceful life... it is nt your fault... eventhough your family members are siding you and they really really are the only ones who will stay by your side no matter what happens... i am just a normal person who really will not u- turn into this relationship anymore...
i spoke to your 2nd sis and i can see that everyone is very concern about you... please do not let them worry... you are still young and you will find the right person for you...
Honestly speaking ... i have tried... when u come back for me... sometimes at night i will think n think but really really couldnt bring myself to do it... i am cruel to you i know... but i dun wann giv u false hope ...
2 outcomes...
1) i stay by yourside without love n i feel terrible.
2) you move on and we try to find our own happiness in the future...
Which one do you want?
time will heal everything... please hate me for all you want but move on...
6 years of relationship i know it is really difficult... even i also dunno how i manage to just let go with in one month...
i am nt a good girlfriend and i will not be your good girlfriend... its not anyone of us in the wrong but just our character really nt suitable to be tgt...
Thanks for putting in so much effort in trying to pull this relationship back... Thank you...
we will just be friends... really... just normal friends...
But i really cannot take it anymore... i know it is really hurtful for u... but please move on...
i still care for you but it really doesnt includes anymore love...
please drive carefully n be safe...
all i need is just a peaceful peaceful life... it is nt your fault... eventhough your family members are siding you and they really really are the only ones who will stay by your side no matter what happens... i am just a normal person who really will not u- turn into this relationship anymore...
i spoke to your 2nd sis and i can see that everyone is very concern about you... please do not let them worry... you are still young and you will find the right person for you...
Honestly speaking ... i have tried... when u come back for me... sometimes at night i will think n think but really really couldnt bring myself to do it... i am cruel to you i know... but i dun wann giv u false hope ...
2 outcomes...
1) i stay by yourside without love n i feel terrible.
2) you move on and we try to find our own happiness in the future...
Which one do you want?
time will heal everything... please hate me for all you want but move on...
6 years of relationship i know it is really difficult... even i also dunno how i manage to just let go with in one month...
i am nt a good girlfriend and i will not be your good girlfriend... its not anyone of us in the wrong but just our character really nt suitable to be tgt...
Thanks for putting in so much effort in trying to pull this relationship back... Thank you...
we will just be friends... really... just normal friends...
11:15 PM
Can you Please stop behaving like this ?!?!?!
Arg...
i am going to change my phone number n my change my FB account if you continue to be like this... i dun feel that i am single at all... ZZZ...
Why send me happy anniversary when we r no longer tgt...
but anyway i will nt reply to any of your calls or msg anymore... until you get over everything... until we can really just be friends...
Arg...
i am going to change my phone number n my change my FB account if you continue to be like this... i dun feel that i am single at all... ZZZ...
Why send me happy anniversary when we r no longer tgt...
but anyway i will nt reply to any of your calls or msg anymore... until you get over everything... until we can really just be friends...
8:13 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
It will never be the same... things that you have done to bring happiness and hatred...
and moreover things that were hurtful were so much... n bad...
the experience i have gain... the lessons i have learnt...
Thank you
and moreover things that were hurtful were so much... n bad...
the experience i have gain... the lessons i have learnt...
Thank you
7:40 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
WOW~~~
Its been so so so long since i updated here... and i can see the THICK THICK layer of dust here...
My life has been pretty happening lately n it is driving me crazy!...
Firstly, i just wanna share that i am officially single =) which to me i really felt that it is a good thing cuz i felt so relax after breaking up... but after that weeks of freedom comes a scary nightmare and somehow it is affectly my life...
I really do not understand how all these can happen... At first He wanted to settle down n then he decided nt to... and then he wants to try ... bla bla bla... i cant see any future at all... and the only memories that were bugging me were those that were really hurtful... All these while... i believe we had already given each other enough time and chance to learn n grow up.... but well... i really really really dun see how r we gonna move on...
I am sorry if the decision of mine is gonna hurt you...
I believe you can survive n live even better without me... it just takes time...
I knew i would nt regret becoz i have already gave in my fullest and I really did tried my best in this relationship ...
Now that it is over, please move on ... i still wish u all the best in everything you do ... but to every other woman u meet... please be nice to them...
I am sorry... I really wanna end this.
Its been so so so long since i updated here... and i can see the THICK THICK layer of dust here...
My life has been pretty happening lately n it is driving me crazy!...
Firstly, i just wanna share that i am officially single =) which to me i really felt that it is a good thing cuz i felt so relax after breaking up... but after that weeks of freedom comes a scary nightmare and somehow it is affectly my life...
I really do not understand how all these can happen... At first He wanted to settle down n then he decided nt to... and then he wants to try ... bla bla bla... i cant see any future at all... and the only memories that were bugging me were those that were really hurtful... All these while... i believe we had already given each other enough time and chance to learn n grow up.... but well... i really really really dun see how r we gonna move on...
I am sorry if the decision of mine is gonna hurt you...
I believe you can survive n live even better without me... it just takes time...
I knew i would nt regret becoz i have already gave in my fullest and I really did tried my best in this relationship ...
Now that it is over, please move on ... i still wish u all the best in everything you do ... but to every other woman u meet... please be nice to them...
I am sorry... I really wanna end this.
8:01 AM
