Wednesday, August 01, 2007
My life is in a mess, There are problems here and there and no body knows what is the right choice...
Living In My Own World... Didn't Understand... That Anything Could Happen, When I Take A Chance... I Never Believe In... What I Couldn't See. That I Have Been Living In... A Home Without Love.... I'm So Disappointed... That This Would Ever Happen....
That Now! I Really Don't Know.. Where I Really Belong...... ... Where's My Home?? Where's my Home... A Place That I Will Be Loved And I'll Be Able To Love!... ....
If both of you didn't really want me in the first place, then y give birth to me?... And everything became my fault... i not born to be scolded and not born to be aimed & not to be Blamed! Being my parents and couldn't show me the Love that i need... There is no such parents like you...
If both of you feel that you can't show me the love equally between me and my siblings... then could you please... tell me... i can survive my own... without you... i want to Live happily! i am willing to survive myself outside... so please.. let me know... let me know that you don't love me.. and you dun need me... and please ask me to leave...
I want to be leave alone... i rather be alone... than being in this family... if everyone in the family is against me... i wouldn't mind... i rather die, than living here in the cold room...
If my sister don't know how to respect me... as the eldest... i feel that i am just an outsider...
Living In My Own World... Didn't Understand... That Anything Could Happen, When I Take A Chance... I Never Believe In... What I Couldn't See. That I Have Been Living In... A Home Without Love.... I'm So Disappointed... That This Would Ever Happen....
That Now! I Really Don't Know.. Where I Really Belong...... ... Where's My Home?? Where's my Home... A Place That I Will Be Loved And I'll Be Able To Love!... ....
If both of you didn't really want me in the first place, then y give birth to me?... And everything became my fault... i not born to be scolded and not born to be aimed & not to be Blamed! Being my parents and couldn't show me the Love that i need... There is no such parents like you...
If both of you feel that you can't show me the love equally between me and my siblings... then could you please... tell me... i can survive my own... without you... i want to Live happily! i am willing to survive myself outside... so please.. let me know... let me know that you don't love me.. and you dun need me... and please ask me to leave...
I want to be leave alone... i rather be alone... than being in this family... if everyone in the family is against me... i wouldn't mind... i rather die, than living here in the cold room...
If my sister don't know how to respect me... as the eldest... i feel that i am just an outsider...
Labels: by sibling and parents..., Disappointment
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