Friday, August 10, 2007
Fights and quarrels... everyday...
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I dun understand why we like to quarrel so much... well.. atleast once a day... is that the way we actually communicate?? i really don't know...
And it is always until the end of the day when i get home then i realize that i actually regretted... even though it wasn;t my fault in the first place... but the little little injury i gave him actually hurts me too... however, i just dont know how to show that i care (Act fierce)...
Today is another big quarrel... and u know what?? it is just for a dinner... dotz! KEkex.. actually when the quarrel started... feel so much like hugging him to stop everything... haiz... but i dunno y... just hard hearted... well then everything became too late... i nearly just went off out his door! lolx.. i actually wanted to leave le.. then he said if i were to leave... never return... although he is saying harsh things... he seems to be crying in his heart... lolx.. i feel la... thats y i also keep crying... he ask me why i cry i also dunno... lolx..
Then went to his grand ma hse... they treat me so good... keep helping me say him.. lolx... feel like a princess there... but ofcoz.. i know my limits...
After dinner he started again... talk about my parent's teaching manner... haiz... was kinda angry... but this time.. i kept quiet... and to my surprize.. he actually came to me this time.. =D so.. settled hehe...
All becoz of a need for speed(a computer game) we nearly broke off... phew... i said(NEARLY) lolx... but i dunno y.. i feel so wrong.. so down... i know there is something missing.. (a huggie!)
Signing off:
ViAnViAn~~
BReAdMasTeR... guilty as charged...
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I dun understand why we like to quarrel so much... well.. atleast once a day... is that the way we actually communicate?? i really don't know...
And it is always until the end of the day when i get home then i realize that i actually regretted... even though it wasn;t my fault in the first place... but the little little injury i gave him actually hurts me too... however, i just dont know how to show that i care (Act fierce)...
Today is another big quarrel... and u know what?? it is just for a dinner... dotz! KEkex.. actually when the quarrel started... feel so much like hugging him to stop everything... haiz... but i dunno y... just hard hearted... well then everything became too late... i nearly just went off out his door! lolx.. i actually wanted to leave le.. then he said if i were to leave... never return... although he is saying harsh things... he seems to be crying in his heart... lolx.. i feel la... thats y i also keep crying... he ask me why i cry i also dunno... lolx..
Then went to his grand ma hse... they treat me so good... keep helping me say him.. lolx... feel like a princess there... but ofcoz.. i know my limits...
After dinner he started again... talk about my parent's teaching manner... haiz... was kinda angry... but this time.. i kept quiet... and to my surprize.. he actually came to me this time.. =D so.. settled hehe...
All becoz of a need for speed(a computer game) we nearly broke off... phew... i said(NEARLY) lolx... but i dunno y.. i feel so wrong.. so down... i know there is something missing.. (a huggie!)
Signing off:
ViAnViAn~~
BReAdMasTeR... guilty as charged...
Labels: Feeling Down; guilty as charged
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