Thursday, August 02, 2007
Just changed some features of my blog... and also changed the song! lolx.. although this song like doesn't really fit into this blog.. but then... i just like this song.. haha.. so i dun really care! =D
Anyway... life in my"home" is miserable!! haix... i know not only i feel it this way... generally my whole family don't feel right! i myself couldn't figure out what is the problem here!! i wan to get away from this place!
What is wrong for not having dinner!!?? if other people can, i dun understand y my family can't! But my parent's are pampering my sibling's too much! and i dun understand the reason for them to do that.. as i knew that it is not the right way for my siblings being educated. they will grow up to be a coward!
I dun even feel like going home when i have hear scoldings, and see bitter faces everyday! my family members... from young to old.. they just like banging on the door so much!... if one day i could i will leave!!
As for my love life... i also dunno whether it is considered as successful or not... as sometimes i dun feel like the past anymore... before we patched... he said that for this relationship... he is seriously going to put his heart into it... but if time shows that we are not suitable.. then we will have to walk towards our own ways and destiny...
However, the feelings i had hasn't been dropping.. lolx.. =D but poly life had been stressful... we all will have lesser time together... =(
Anyway... i will still try my best... as DearDear... i will only have one.. =D
Anyway... life in my"home" is miserable!! haix... i know not only i feel it this way... generally my whole family don't feel right! i myself couldn't figure out what is the problem here!! i wan to get away from this place!
What is wrong for not having dinner!!?? if other people can, i dun understand y my family can't! But my parent's are pampering my sibling's too much! and i dun understand the reason for them to do that.. as i knew that it is not the right way for my siblings being educated. they will grow up to be a coward!
I dun even feel like going home when i have hear scoldings, and see bitter faces everyday! my family members... from young to old.. they just like banging on the door so much!... if one day i could i will leave!!
As for my love life... i also dunno whether it is considered as successful or not... as sometimes i dun feel like the past anymore... before we patched... he said that for this relationship... he is seriously going to put his heart into it... but if time shows that we are not suitable.. then we will have to walk towards our own ways and destiny...
However, the feelings i had hasn't been dropping.. lolx.. =D but poly life had been stressful... we all will have lesser time together... =(
Anyway... i will still try my best... as DearDear... i will only have one.. =D
Labels: Sad... family and love
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