Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Afew days ago
i went back to school
to my own class
and met my playmates
everything seems fine
where i felt love everywhere
even at home when my parents yelled
i dont mind cuz i know its love
afew days ago i wrote my previous blog
where i said i misses the guy who is my bf
who would call me every night
and kiss me good night
But now i misses the guy
who hurt me today
just like the past
again and again
i wanted it to end
but i would never know when
afew hours before school ends
he told me he had trouble and would tell me later
i waited for him after class ends
waited for 2 hours and felt disappointed
he told me he would not want to meet me
i rejected my friends just to meet him
he rejected me just becoz of his mood
he told me he is at library with his friends
i called home and no one answered
i called my sister and all i heard
is in the library with her friends at work
this time i know i'll be alone
whenever i need one i'll be alone
This time i guess i tried to change
reacted alittle different from the past
when i would disturbing him till he surrender to me
This time i guess i'll tried to change
whereby i kept silent and wait
to wait for the best answer he would give
whether i like it or not
i would still be silent
He wanted to be alone and all alone
thats what he would say to me today
to leave him alone to think about it
this time i dunno how long he would take
but i shall wait patiently
so i would get the right answer
Now i'm hoping the him would cheer me up
again this time and bring back my smile
so that i would be the vivi again
whom everyone loves her smiles again
i went back to school
to my own class
and met my playmates
everything seems fine
where i felt love everywhere
even at home when my parents yelled
i dont mind cuz i know its love
afew days ago i wrote my previous blog
where i said i misses the guy who is my bf
who would call me every night
and kiss me good night
But now i misses the guy
who hurt me today
just like the past
again and again
i wanted it to end
but i would never know when
afew hours before school ends
he told me he had trouble and would tell me later
i waited for him after class ends
waited for 2 hours and felt disappointed
he told me he would not want to meet me
i rejected my friends just to meet him
he rejected me just becoz of his mood
he told me he is at library with his friends
i called home and no one answered
i called my sister and all i heard
is in the library with her friends at work
this time i know i'll be alone
whenever i need one i'll be alone
This time i guess i tried to change
reacted alittle different from the past
when i would disturbing him till he surrender to me
This time i guess i'll tried to change
whereby i kept silent and wait
to wait for the best answer he would give
whether i like it or not
i would still be silent
He wanted to be alone and all alone
thats what he would say to me today
to leave him alone to think about it
this time i dunno how long he would take
but i shall wait patiently
so i would get the right answer
Now i'm hoping the him would cheer me up
again this time and bring back my smile
so that i would be the vivi again
whom everyone loves her smiles again
10:05 PM