Thursday, January 10, 2008
Went to school today a little special, i did not called dear in the morning cuz i believe that he wouldn't want me to do so too. din't contact him at all as he wished. when i step into the school, i thought to myself ' i have to be brave '. So when all my classmates teased me about me and my bf as they do not know what has happen. i controlled and did not even drop a tear or even look sad.
I know there are still hope... whether it is just a 1 % or not. i know that there is cuz the answer is not out yet. i may have trouble completing this week but i have to overcome it. Love is not keeping the guy by your side but to make him happy.
I am actually surprize that since yesterday, i did not drop a tear, this shows that i have grown up. i know how to control myself... no matter how sad i am...
Everyday in school and at home... i will smile... i will try to smile...
until i get the answer... until the day... i will still smile... cuz i know there is still chance...
I know there are still hope... whether it is just a 1 % or not. i know that there is cuz the answer is not out yet. i may have trouble completing this week but i have to overcome it. Love is not keeping the guy by your side but to make him happy.
I am actually surprize that since yesterday, i did not drop a tear, this shows that i have grown up. i know how to control myself... no matter how sad i am...
Everyday in school and at home... i will smile... i will try to smile...
until i get the answer... until the day... i will still smile... cuz i know there is still chance...
6:07 PM