Thursday, September 18, 2008
^.^ hi darlings... i'm here to update u guys again! lolx...
Melvin: vian! you when can online? i wanto pass u those photos
Vian: I am online now ar
suddenly never reply lor!
Lolx..thus, i cant blog on photos with my family on mooncake festival!
Life these days are bad...
Becoz:
- bf asking me to work and get myself useful work to earn and at the same time gain testi from companies so that it would help me in my work in future...
( not i dun wan but i have my responsibilities as a sister and as the eldest of the family, i have to do my best to help my younger sisters )
- but bf says that they are all excuses! they are just some excuses for me to be more relax... well.. i really dunno wat else i can sat!
* i know that he wants me to stand on my own and not be dependent on him in future! but the problem is that i feel that i am ok now... i mean it is not as though i am taking money from him...
* why must he say that my view is wrong?
* why doesn't he understands me?
- sister not understanding and doesn't wants to listen to me.
- giving them tuition isn't that easy as i am not very smart too.
- have too look after everything in the house.
- take over my mother's job.
she is someone who is willing to work, who is nice just becoz she wants everyone to put on a smile no matter what. She is strong to force out a smile eventhough she feels pain and even when she is tired, she doesn't gives up. The reason is to give more happiness to people.
But why is everyone around her, every of her closest wants to take her for granted.
She lives like just how other people is like, In her life, she have been through alot, even life and death. She just doesn't wants regret in future, doesn't wanna have any regret even if she past away the tomorrow...
^.^
Live everyday to the fullest... ^.^
Cheers! thanks friends for accompanying me... i love all of you guys!
I wont regret evern though if i have to die tml... thanks! wahaha.. well.. u knew i was kidding lar! lolx.. i wont die so easily! becoz i am VIVIAN! wahahaha SMiles!
Oh! and ...
Manda! remember drink more water^.^
remember u wanna go for the sashimi! lolx... so you must be healthy!! lolx.. love you!
Melvin: vian! you when can online? i wanto pass u those photos
Vian: I am online now ar
suddenly never reply lor!
Lolx..thus, i cant blog on photos with my family on mooncake festival!
Life these days are bad...
Becoz:
- bf asking me to work and get myself useful work to earn and at the same time gain testi from companies so that it would help me in my work in future...
( not i dun wan but i have my responsibilities as a sister and as the eldest of the family, i have to do my best to help my younger sisters )
- but bf says that they are all excuses! they are just some excuses for me to be more relax... well.. i really dunno wat else i can sat!
* i know that he wants me to stand on my own and not be dependent on him in future! but the problem is that i feel that i am ok now... i mean it is not as though i am taking money from him...
* why must he say that my view is wrong?
* why doesn't he understands me?
- sister not understanding and doesn't wants to listen to me.
- giving them tuition isn't that easy as i am not very smart too.
- have too look after everything in the house.
- take over my mother's job.
she is someone who is willing to work, who is nice just becoz she wants everyone to put on a smile no matter what. She is strong to force out a smile eventhough she feels pain and even when she is tired, she doesn't gives up. The reason is to give more happiness to people.
But why is everyone around her, every of her closest wants to take her for granted.
She lives like just how other people is like, In her life, she have been through alot, even life and death. She just doesn't wants regret in future, doesn't wanna have any regret even if she past away the tomorrow...
^.^
Live everyday to the fullest... ^.^
Cheers! thanks friends for accompanying me... i love all of you guys!
I wont regret evern though if i have to die tml... thanks! wahaha.. well.. u knew i was kidding lar! lolx.. i wont die so easily! becoz i am VIVIAN! wahahaha SMiles!
Oh! and ...
Manda! remember drink more water^.^
remember u wanna go for the sashimi! lolx... so you must be healthy!! lolx.. love you!
9:46 PM
