Tuesday, May 19, 2009
My sister got back her results today.
She had failed 3 subjects which is literature, Science and Geography.
And i am being penalized for her grades.
My parents screamed at me for not teaching my sister in her studies etc.
I am really feeling very stressed these days...
I really dunno what to say.... I have not enough time to enjoy myself...
Everyday, is tons of work and work to do...
Money is a big issue...
My sister's studies is another big issues.... when can i ever have time to do my own things...
I can help to teach my sister some things that she do not know...
but the thing is she never happen to ask me....
How am i suppose to know that she has questions to ask...
I have projects to do... school work to do... Money to earn...
I am not as fortunate as some other people out there...
Sometimes lying on my bed and tears rolling down unexpectedly...
I really dunno what else i can do... I.... Feel like giving up.....
I know that i have to hold on...
People tells me Life's just so bad...
however, anyone like me... studying... earning for own allowance.... needs to worry about sister's grade... blaming me for not washing things... washing toilets... blaming me for not ironing cloths... basically house hold chores for them...
I'm really tired le....
Why is it me... everything is me??? am i the only one in this family??? my parents... other than money... they seemed to throw everything to me just becoz i am the eldest...
i need to rest...
She had failed 3 subjects which is literature, Science and Geography.
And i am being penalized for her grades.
My parents screamed at me for not teaching my sister in her studies etc.
I am really feeling very stressed these days...
I really dunno what to say.... I have not enough time to enjoy myself...
Everyday, is tons of work and work to do...
Money is a big issue...
My sister's studies is another big issues.... when can i ever have time to do my own things...
I can help to teach my sister some things that she do not know...
but the thing is she never happen to ask me....
How am i suppose to know that she has questions to ask...
I have projects to do... school work to do... Money to earn...
I am not as fortunate as some other people out there...
Sometimes lying on my bed and tears rolling down unexpectedly...
I really dunno what else i can do... I.... Feel like giving up.....
I know that i have to hold on...
People tells me Life's just so bad...
however, anyone like me... studying... earning for own allowance.... needs to worry about sister's grade... blaming me for not washing things... washing toilets... blaming me for not ironing cloths... basically house hold chores for them...
I'm really tired le....
Why is it me... everything is me??? am i the only one in this family??? my parents... other than money... they seemed to throw everything to me just becoz i am the eldest...
i need to rest...
9:58 PM
