Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Got lazy of uploading images lately haha...
Today's my sister's birthday!! HaPPY BIrthday VENESA! =)
Hope u enjoyed!
2 days ago... which is on SUN! was my cousin's 21st Birthday! =) we had a celebration at his hse =) well... i stole a picture from my aunt on FB...
Cuz i didnt take any picture... lolx...
Today's my sister's birthday!! HaPPY BIrthday VENESA! =)
Hope u enjoyed!
2 days ago... which is on SUN! was my cousin's 21st Birthday! =) we had a celebration at his hse =) well... i stole a picture from my aunt on FB...
Cuz i didnt take any picture... lolx...
11:28 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Tml going to My cousin's Chinese dance SYF!!
Yeah! lolx... just wanna get myself off the stressful days... =)
Yeah! lolx... just wanna get myself off the stressful days... =)
10:30 PM
Monday, April 19, 2010
也许你说得对...
说的说了...
伤的伤了...
我们给彼此的伤害太深了... 我了解了...
原本以为我们之间就相一家人... 是不会有隔夜仇的...
但是我错了...
爱与狠就在一念之差...
sometimes... things that are done wrongly are easy to be forgotten... and to start again...
But sometimes... certain things done will never be forgotten...
2days ago... 'A good friends called'
I told her... :"Jing's BD is coming... wat do we intend to do this year?"
This is wat she say: " vian... i think u dun care so much le ba... since already like that le... "
问问我自己... 我真的能不在乎吗?
每年的那天... 都是我们为她庆祝...
也许你不再想念...
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我终于发现我有多在乎你...
太迟了...
说的说了...
伤的伤了...
我们给彼此的伤害太深了... 我了解了...
原本以为我们之间就相一家人... 是不会有隔夜仇的...
但是我错了...
爱与狠就在一念之差...
sometimes... things that are done wrongly are easy to be forgotten... and to start again...
But sometimes... certain things done will never be forgotten...
2days ago... 'A good friends called'
I told her... :"Jing's BD is coming... wat do we intend to do this year?"
This is wat she say: " vian... i think u dun care so much le ba... since already like that le... "
问问我自己... 我真的能不在乎吗?
每年的那天... 都是我们为她庆祝...
也许你不再想念...
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我终于发现我有多在乎你...
太迟了...
11:28 PM
Friday, April 16, 2010
Probably its time for me to let go...
Bf says: 没有永远的朋友也没有永远的敌人
He says if i tell myself not to regard them as so close probably i won't feel so upset...
Maybe he is right... but i need time then...
Eventhough there were unhappiness between... nvr once though it would end up like this...
Today my sister is sick... We went to buy my cousin's bd gift...
Then my sister tell me :" Da jie, should i buy pressie for my friend's bd?" I ask her :"How close are you to them?"
She answered: "Ok Ok lor..."
Then she asked me :"How about me"
without hesitation i answered :" Normally i would only buy and celebrate bds for my close ones" "Such as rong ar, si ar, jing ar etc lor"
Then i suddenly went silent...
feeling sad and down... i tell myself ever since secondary school.... i always regard myself as close to them but they never say ar...
So is i one side thinking only... and i realise... all the neoprints we had taken from the past are really gonna be memories...
Will those scenes ever appear again?
I guess they wouldn't ba...
But why me??
Just because i am straight forward?
Just because i took the initiative to spoke up?
Just because i am the one saying those things?
And its just me... it always has to be me...
Whenever there are unhappiness... i am always the bad person...
Just becoz my habit is to talk...
I guess... this would be the last time i'm tearing becoz of them...
PPL might say its nt worth it... people might tell me to forget about them...
But i'll just tear this once more...
Honestly, i've never felt so uneasy due to friendship before... i can't help but to think of it...
look at the mirror... i asked: " when was the times you were really happy?"
P.S : smiles means i'm happy? 你不是真正快乐...
Bf says: 没有永远的朋友也没有永远的敌人
He says if i tell myself not to regard them as so close probably i won't feel so upset...
Maybe he is right... but i need time then...
Eventhough there were unhappiness between... nvr once though it would end up like this...
Today my sister is sick... We went to buy my cousin's bd gift...
Then my sister tell me :" Da jie, should i buy pressie for my friend's bd?" I ask her :"How close are you to them?"
She answered: "Ok Ok lor..."
Then she asked me :"How about me"
without hesitation i answered :" Normally i would only buy and celebrate bds for my close ones" "Such as rong ar, si ar, jing ar etc lor"
Then i suddenly went silent...
feeling sad and down... i tell myself ever since secondary school.... i always regard myself as close to them but they never say ar...
So is i one side thinking only... and i realise... all the neoprints we had taken from the past are really gonna be memories...
Will those scenes ever appear again?
I guess they wouldn't ba...
But why me??
Just because i am straight forward?
Just because i took the initiative to spoke up?
Just because i am the one saying those things?
And its just me... it always has to be me...
Whenever there are unhappiness... i am always the bad person...
Just becoz my habit is to talk...
I guess... this would be the last time i'm tearing becoz of them...
PPL might say its nt worth it... people might tell me to forget about them...
But i'll just tear this once more...
Honestly, i've never felt so uneasy due to friendship before... i can't help but to think of it...
look at the mirror... i asked: " when was the times you were really happy?"
P.S : smiles means i'm happy? 你不是真正快乐...
11:40 PM
I just got to know that my group of secondary school friends are gonna meet to give christina a bd surprize tml...
Sad to say i was not invited ...
Hmm... i can guess wat reason also la... Although
i will feel a little sad... but i dun wanna spoil their day too =)
We arent very close during sec sch days too... sisi... Help me bring me wishes over =)
Thanks!
Sad to say i was not invited ...
Hmm... i can guess wat reason also la... Although
i will feel a little sad... but i dun wanna spoil their day too =)
We arent very close during sec sch days too... sisi... Help me bring me wishes over =)
Thanks!
12:34 AM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Suddenly got a little emo a few minutes ago....
And i thought of blogging... well... it seems that i am real busy busy busy these days...
Never had enough time for myself ...
I realise... many friends around me are all busy too =)
Sisi - working
Rong - working
Jess - working
Lolx... all admin.... hmmm
Only my part time job sucks! but i have to say... i'm helping my dad...
Well! glad that i'm starting my childcare soon! then i can meet sisi for dinner probably.. cuz my childcare is at Zheng hua! haha....
Miss some of my friends lots...
This year... most of my friends are going 21... i dunno if they are going to celebrate...
And i might not be able to attend all if they celebrates too...
I just wish them a very very happy and successful year ahead!
First up is Christina Ho... Its really been a long time since i hear from her... hope she is doing fine...
Then its Yu Jing ... after some misunderstandings and arguements... we had not been contacting... Her BD is coming soon... i also hope she can celebrate with her love ones and hope she had a successful years ahead =)
Then is Venesa lwa! (my sister) hmmm she is nt 21 but still her bd is coming... hope she enjoys!!
Score well for her O levels this year...
Well.. i feel emo becoz i can only dedicate my wishes here.... i do not have christina's contact.... and i wouldnt be able to contact yu jing too since there's unhappiness between... haix...
And i thought of blogging... well... it seems that i am real busy busy busy these days...
Never had enough time for myself ...
I realise... many friends around me are all busy too =)
Sisi - working
Rong - working
Jess - working
Lolx... all admin.... hmmm
Only my part time job sucks! but i have to say... i'm helping my dad...
Well! glad that i'm starting my childcare soon! then i can meet sisi for dinner probably.. cuz my childcare is at Zheng hua! haha....
Miss some of my friends lots...
This year... most of my friends are going 21... i dunno if they are going to celebrate...
And i might not be able to attend all if they celebrates too...
I just wish them a very very happy and successful year ahead!
First up is Christina Ho... Its really been a long time since i hear from her... hope she is doing fine...
Then its Yu Jing ... after some misunderstandings and arguements... we had not been contacting... Her BD is coming soon... i also hope she can celebrate with her love ones and hope she had a successful years ahead =)
Then is Venesa lwa! (my sister) hmmm she is nt 21 but still her bd is coming... hope she enjoys!!
Score well for her O levels this year...
Well.. i feel emo becoz i can only dedicate my wishes here.... i do not have christina's contact.... and i wouldnt be able to contact yu jing too since there's unhappiness between... haix...
11:32 PM
Monday, April 12, 2010
SUNDAY! 11 Apr which is YTD is my uncle's Birthday =) This is the first year we actually celebrated his birthday for him =) but hmmm i didnt take much photos...
In the morning... we went to Shao Mu! Erm... for those who dun understand... eh... it is when we visit our ancestors and elders who had left us... =)
This year like last year, we went to grandpa's first then to grandma as grandpa and grandma are not placed tgt...
Heehee... took some pictures...
The Sun is really scorching HOT! omg! but =) once in a year... lolx.. nice =)
In the morning... we went to Shao Mu! Erm... for those who dun understand... eh... it is when we visit our ancestors and elders who had left us... =)
This year like last year, we went to grandpa's first then to grandma as grandpa and grandma are not placed tgt...
Heehee... took some pictures...
The Sun is really scorching HOT! omg! but =) once in a year... lolx.. nice =)
9:47 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
10 April...Steam boat with friends!!
Then we took some pictures before going back...
I had lots and lots to share with them... =)
Roy joined us only for awhile for photo taking cuz he just nice end work le ...
Then we took some pictures before going back...
I had lots and lots to share with them... =)
Roy joined us only for awhile for photo taking cuz he just nice end work le ...
=)
11:10 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Just came back from Genting... The trip was pretty fun...
I hope all had enjoyed! =)
-The hotel room was pretty small... there isnt a cupboard... haha
but still ok ... We staying on the 28th floor! highest! but no nice view...
We celebrated Shannon's BD at genting! haha..
Hope we did suprized him!
I hope all had enjoyed! =)
-The hotel room was pretty small... there isnt a cupboard... haha
but still ok ... We staying on the 28th floor! highest! but no nice view...
We celebrated Shannon's BD at genting! haha..
Hope we did suprized him!
THE theme park SPace shot was not opened =( saddies!
i sure wants to go to more of the trips with friends =)
next time probably jessica, bird... and rong rong could join us too!
i sure wants to go to more of the trips with friends =)
next time probably jessica, bird... and rong rong could join us too!
12:51 PM