Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I woke up in the morning... felt alittle uncomffy... keep thinking him...
i had a dream... of me at my secondary school times... when he is still "ahbeng" and i am still "prefect"... lolx... cant stop laughing when i think of the moments...
I told myself... No more tears... i have to live my life to the fullest cuz he will be back...
he said he will and i trust him... last night... one last time we held each other in our arms... and when i saw tears... i trust... and i am here telling everyone to trust me too... cuz i will wait...
These few days... thank my friends for everything thing...
sisi msged me every night to check on me...
jing held me in her arms when i cried...
sorry for not contacting you guys for one whole day yesterday
i was with him actually... details will let you all know later k??
i finally understood his reasons to break off with me... i know he'll be back for me...
cuz he is still him! the one who loves me and i loves him... we will always stay as close with each other as we can...not physically but mentally ^^
Oneday, when he is ready... to step into a serious relationship... a commited relationship... he will come back to look for the vivian he once had... ^^
So... i must be happy cuz he had never left me... he is always by my side...
i had a dream... of me at my secondary school times... when he is still "ahbeng" and i am still "prefect"... lolx... cant stop laughing when i think of the moments...
I told myself... No more tears... i have to live my life to the fullest cuz he will be back...
he said he will and i trust him... last night... one last time we held each other in our arms... and when i saw tears... i trust... and i am here telling everyone to trust me too... cuz i will wait...
These few days... thank my friends for everything thing...
sisi msged me every night to check on me...
jing held me in her arms when i cried...
sorry for not contacting you guys for one whole day yesterday
i was with him actually... details will let you all know later k??
i finally understood his reasons to break off with me... i know he'll be back for me...
cuz he is still him! the one who loves me and i loves him... we will always stay as close with each other as we can...not physically but mentally ^^
Oneday, when he is ready... to step into a serious relationship... a commited relationship... he will come back to look for the vivian he once had... ^^
So... i must be happy cuz he had never left me... he is always by my side...
8:25 AM