Friday, October 23, 2009
Having like lots of stress these days,
I also dunno why... lolx.. maybe i made myself feel so stress
which i should not be feeling so??
FYP like so rush... we started late and it seems like i still have got a lot to learn...
Then school grades aren't as good as expected... have to really put in lots of effort
inorder to gain an 'A'.
I looked at the Uni booth at our school ytd during breakouts and
Their expectations into local U is really high which i dun think i am able to enter
DUE to Poor result from Year 2.
Plus... have to think about how to teach my sister....
I mean the venesa...
She is in love with a 'Boy' Which my parents had found out
Dad and Mum disagree due to (religious)
And force her to break off with him...
I dunno what is the matter with her now a days...
but just that she likes to do things unreasonably.
She wanted to work at a hotel... for those banquet which would like end so late at night...
Pay was 5.50 per hour.. (SO VERY LITTLE)
Plus the place is so far (ORCHARD) from home...
She just wants to work there when me and mum intro her a better job...
BUT! the thing is the 'him' she likes works there!....
And i am like in the middle.... when i know somethings about her...
Mum wants to know.. she ask me but i cant say... cuz sister dun wan mum to know...
Haix....
MONEY WISE also got alot of problem...
My hse.. things breaks down so fast recently...
Air-con, Sofa... whats next?? (and parents no money to buy new one la)
We are like sleepin in the living room now everyday (becoz no fan in room)
+ (no portable fan) now sleep all depending on the ceiling fan...
Lucky parents room air con still working....
Sianz!
I'm so tired.. not enough time ....
One day 24 hour... it is never enough !
... ... ... ....
Speechless!
I also dunno why... lolx.. maybe i made myself feel so stress
which i should not be feeling so??
FYP like so rush... we started late and it seems like i still have got a lot to learn...
Then school grades aren't as good as expected... have to really put in lots of effort
inorder to gain an 'A'.
I looked at the Uni booth at our school ytd during breakouts and
Their expectations into local U is really high which i dun think i am able to enter
DUE to Poor result from Year 2.
Plus... have to think about how to teach my sister....
I mean the venesa...
She is in love with a 'Boy' Which my parents had found out
Dad and Mum disagree due to (religious)
And force her to break off with him...
I dunno what is the matter with her now a days...
but just that she likes to do things unreasonably.
She wanted to work at a hotel... for those banquet which would like end so late at night...
Pay was 5.50 per hour.. (SO VERY LITTLE)
Plus the place is so far (ORCHARD) from home...
She just wants to work there when me and mum intro her a better job...
BUT! the thing is the 'him' she likes works there!....
And i am like in the middle.... when i know somethings about her...
Mum wants to know.. she ask me but i cant say... cuz sister dun wan mum to know...
Haix....
MONEY WISE also got alot of problem...
My hse.. things breaks down so fast recently...
Air-con, Sofa... whats next?? (and parents no money to buy new one la)
We are like sleepin in the living room now everyday (becoz no fan in room)
+ (no portable fan) now sleep all depending on the ceiling fan...
Lucky parents room air con still working....
Sianz!
I'm so tired.. not enough time ....
One day 24 hour... it is never enough !
... ... ... ....
Speechless!
Labels: STRESS
4:46 PM
